Tuesday, January 13, 2009

Recent Thoughts

Okay, my humor's nothing to write home about.

I hope you all don't mind, but I'm going to get a bit more serious here. And yes, I will be turning off comments for now.

My other blog is more of an anti-religious place, while this place can be more pro-religious.

I wanted to discuss reasons why I might want to go back on the derech. No, not to get anyone's hopes up, just to clear my head a little.

Well, I don't believe in God, and I wasn't that happy being frum anyway. However, it's the community I was raised in, and I'm much more familiar with it than anything else. I might even go so far as to say I'm more comfortable there than anywhere else. Maybe.

Mayebe I can be somewhat Orthoprax, and just be a regular frum guy again, with less obligations? Kind of just play the part, without committing too much?

Just thinking.

5 comments:

  1. dont go back OTD! its not wort it, even if its hard it will pay at the end
    i will never go back to be what i was

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  2. How come no one posts here anymore? Did you stop this blog or something?

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  3. Anonymous: I just need to come up with ideas.

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  4. OTD
    I am not frum nor was I ever so I don't how hard it is to live within that framework. I do understand your desire to be part of a community. It's important to most people but I think especially for us(Jews). What are your thoughts on it lately? I am not advocating anything except getting through this life with as little pain as possible. If you see a way to do it with less or little commitment then go for it. Frum or not frum Jews need to stick together. Good luck brother!

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  5. Lisanoor: I don't know. I guess community is valuable, but many of my experiences with the community have been horrendous. But I guess I'll eventually find some sort of a Jewish community where I feel comfortable.

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